About the (Uncertain) Wishes

Hey, tell me. What exactly do you wish for in life?

I remember that once someone said, she'll go back in time to make sure everything's gonna be better. I remember a little kid, dreaming of having a prosperous life someday in the future. A dreamy girl who longs for a good, settled life that her early teenage years could't provide well. The girl is you, isn't she?

I remember well that once, she'll try to take every chances possible to let you reach the future she had wished for. An unrealistic yet optimistic someone who believes that every tangled yarn of fate will eventually get sorted out --yes, eventually. She believes in prayers, in efforts, though she betrays herself sometimes --no, no, many other times. That little girl still lives inside you up 'till now, doesn't she?

If you can arrange a meeting between yourself and this girl... I surely will be looking for that.

I just think that maybe this is the only option for you to retrace the paths you've taken so far. That way, perhaps, you'll find your real aim again, a true direction that will guide you out of the voids of darkness.

That's just my hope anyway. Smile, be grateful of your life. 😊
You'll be welcoming a new step very soon. I want you to celebrate it gladly. As the you who knows what to seek and how to reach for it.

- 08.27.20