A Random Talk : From Me to Myself

Normality, is something that I always wish to have. The truth is, in human's life, nothing stays ordinary for the rest of the time.

Sometimes, I just wish to stay out of the spotlight, for it seems to bring out more danger to my sanity. I might seem to be exagerrating, but trust me, it is a big deal. Whenever you are no longer undercover, ta-da, you are a vampire bathed in sunlight.

I know, I can't hide the fact that no matter how antisocial I am, I need and, ekhm, like to interact with others. Loneliness is my bestfriend, but trust me, there will be times when you really need to at least get a smile from someone. That will help your mind be in a good shape.

However,  we just can't ask too much from people. That isn't just how things work in this universe.

We live in a certain circumstance where nothing seems to be certain, like forever. The world is such a turbulent, fragile place. And so does the heart of mankind. Touch the ice-cold, thin-layered muscovite floor of your heart, you'll find it shattered into millions of pieces in seconds.

It's okay to be a nice person, although it is a lot better to be a kind one. You, my dear, deserve to be happy. You're the one who controls all emotions that stir inside you, so give some space to breath and don't worry to shut the world off of you.

December 26, 2019